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Okay i never post on here, but it looks like it's now my turn. Oh well.

Shiake really needs to get her facts straight. They aren't entirely wrong, but they also are not right. They are twisted so it makes me look like a total dick. For one. I am a female. Yes, my wolf is a male, but A LOT of people are female and play male wolves. I'm not saying this is a issue i care about a lot of people make the mistake, but she knows full well. Any who, now to real business. :)

Okay for anyone that reads this, you can go flame me, slander my name, do whatever you want. I don't really care. If i thought you were my friend and you go do that, i guess your not my friend then. The real friends will show themselves after this, is how i see it.

Now at the start of Shiake's Live journal it says this:

Disclaimer: Wolf RP vent - don't like it? Don't read it, if you read it don't bitch

Well sorry Shiake, if you ever read this, or it gets copied and pasted to you, or however you get it, IF YOU DO, i can do what i like. I can bitch, i can read. You aren't going to stop me. Like you ALWAYS say 'THIS IS -MY- PERSONAL BLOG' =D

Now she says i went into her room, and bitched and such, which i did not bitch, the only things i said was that I didn't know what was going on Kumori and i wasn't taking interest. Why wasn't i taking interest? Uuuuh, Maybe because nothing is happening? How can you take interest in something, where NOTHING happens? Hmm.. I wonder. If something did happen or was organised i would take interest, but nothing has really happened in Kumori lately, hence why i haven't been taking interest. Plus I'm on a LOA for a little while, due to MAJOR Schooling. But i never said anything about starting my own pack. I said it -MAY- result in that if nothing was going to happen in Kumori, and even still, i would be alone for a while, see where others went for those who have said they want to leave Kumori. I wouldn't join any of the packs on IRC anyway. Kumori is my home, well what it used to be at least. But just when Shiake said i was talking about starting my own pack and such, it annoyed me, because of the fact that it WASN'T true.

Yes, i logged passed. I admitted to it. I could have easily lied, and hidden behind the lies continously. But i didn't. I owned up to it, and y'know why i passed the logs? Because Epona had the right to know what was going on. Shiake pretty looked down her nose straight at Epona when she was fully aware of what was going on. And Shiake pretty much enjoyed it apparently. Besides Epona is my Alpha, Shiake is not. I respect Epona, i no longer have any respect for Shiake. Then she says i showed her the logs to save myself. Oh my god. You really want to sink that low. I was fine, i showed Epona the logs because -I- felt she deserved to know, and y'know, i can do what i want. And i felt like showing her the logs, so i did. End of story.

The with all the excuses of me IDLEING in her channel. Yeah, i Idle'd don't we all? Yeah, i know it's against the rules there, but people do it ALL the time, but when there is actually RP going, you aren't allowed. That's a pretty stupid rule, but oh well, not my pack. But if she really wanted to ban me why didn't she then? If Azarra and her really wanted to ban me, why didn't they? Hmm, i wonder. But sometimes i did join in the RP, yes sometimes i did disappear for ACTUAL reasons. Some of the times i was heading out to my boyfriends, some of the time i really didn't feel like it, so i left. Simple. Then saying that there was RP happening in my channels, so i couldn't RP in her channels. THERE WAS RP GOING ON IN MY CHANNELS. I'm not going to ditch my pack, that doesn't RP all that much (And most of the time when they do, It's during the week when i am in school, due to timezones) for her pack. So i leave. And when i am asked to leave, I DO LEAVE. So she can't really say anything there, and I'm banned now, so what difference does it make. :)

Yeah, i wasn't around for all of Shiake's pack, but i heard so much BS go around about it, and i have even seen logs from WAAAAAAAY back, and yeah, i watched as the two packs i have been around for but i still knew FULL well about it. What difference does it make if i was involved or not. And once again Shiake is blaming it on someone else as to why her packs have fallen. It's -NEVER- her fault. Well obviously it is. She says she let people in, and they have slipped and ruined her packs, well that's her fault for letting them slip, now isn't it?

When i was in WolfSpirits, i was new to it, i didn't really know what to expect, yeah my timezone was hard, but if it was really my wolven family i was destined to find, they would have made do with it. I was in WolfSpirits for more then a year pretty much, but due to my timezone i couldn't really get online much to RP, i was a Pledge for a few months, then i was promoted to Assessment, i was super stoked as it was my first pack, and i was fairly new to Wolf RP. Then i saw HEAPS of others join and just over take me in my ranks and become members. After a while it just didn't feel like i home. So i left, i gave Kovo my reason and she respected it, and let me go. Whats done is done, then yeah i said a few things bad about Kovo, but i don't ever recall saying much about IceBlink. I had a quarry with her, but that was a totally different issue. But with the Kovo thing, i apologized for it, yeah i got banned, i didn't whinge about it. I accepted it. And in the two week break that i just had from school, i actually talked to Kovo, and we both seemed fairly civilized if you ask me. You could probably go ask her and she'll tell you the same thing, more than likely.

Then DreamWalkers, that wasn't my pack. I never felt home there, it was nice visiting but then when i was actually there i didn't feel anything, and Kumori was like the sister pack, so i visited there as well, it it felt good to visit there as well. I was unsure about DreamWalkers, but i felt something slightly stronger with Kumori, so i left and joined there. I was in DreamWalkers for not even a month. It was pretty much nothing, and i knew i wouldn't make it there anyway, due to timezones, and usually the meetings being on Thursday, which is a Friday for me. Anyway so i joined Kumori. And i MEMO'ed Shiake, and she says she found out off someone else. Are you blind from memo's or something? Hmm.. Now she says i am a pack hopper. I think not. I was in WolfSpirits for about a year, then in DreamWalkers for less then a month. AND Now I'm in Kumori and have nearly been there for a year. And now that things have been picked up and changing and what not, i think I'll be there for a while longer now. Plus, she has been in more packs then me. Some have been her own, some have been others. SOME GO HEAPS FAR BACK. Yeah, she has been around in Wolf Roleplay longer then me, but who says i will be the same? You can't see the future. You don't know. We have to wait. I could stain Kumori and NOT leave. I could leave. I COULD go to other packs, and actually be a proper pack hopper, but no one will know.

Now as for me like killing Tsume, she says i was wandering around the clearing then all of a sudden i was on the ground. No. That wasn't how it was. Tsume had been sick for quite a while, and couldn't do much. I NEVER made him cough up blood, so that is just a full on lie. I would never make him do that anyway. So nice lie Shiake. I made him weak, not being able to move much and seeing things that was it. I usually always tend to make him see things, not complete illusions, but just flickering images i see them sometimes IRL, sounds weird i know, but i imagine things in my mind, then its like i see them. Tsume IS me. So y'know i base him off myself. I never said i was killing him, i NEVER put him on the edge. He was sick, and weak. He needed rest, and he got it. Besides he's alive now, i never killed him. I never did anything like the way she is/was putting it. i was never planning of killing him. Now here's the twist. I thought about killing Tsume AFTER all that mess happened. I was going to kill him in Kumori and start over again, because i pretty much fucked my history with him, then i decided not to. I didn't even START to roleplay like i was going to kill him. I talked to Iris about doing it, then when i was ABOUT to, i decided against it. So there's a huge hole in so called 'Point'

Okay with the drama between DreamWalkers and Kumori, I'm not even going to go into that. DreamWalkers is dead. It was stupid, i always thought it was at that time.

I did not say, the only reason Shiake hated Iris, was for the poaching business. I knew it was MUCH deeper. I dunno if i knew all of it, but i did know that it was WAY deeper then the stupid Poaching dispute.

In my opinion. I know I am still young, but i rekon Shiake is a child. Just wanting trouble, then things go normally, it seems shes the one who starts up drama again. So i dunno, she goes against it saying it's never her fault, but whatever y'know. I just wanted everyone to know my parts of the story as Shiake has put them so it seems i am a fucked up child who just wants attention. But because this is about me, i figure I'll have my own say.

Okay i think I'm done now. I've covered everything she had in hers pretty much. Well the parts i actually feel like cleaning up, as they are twisted or not the truth.

Happy Hunting.

Cheers. =D